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2009-12-30T02:31:00.000-08:00

Went through kaplan for ACCA, if i study full time it will take at least 2.5 yrs. If i pass all exams and everything is well though, for part time 3.5 yrs. One more year extra, but at least i have a job and money to use for the time. So~ still gonna consider but most likely is Part-time then maybe studying for 1-1.5 yrs see how. Guess its gonna be tough. Dont know if i can do it man, most evenings taken wtf

Tomorow beach party at Sentosa, woot... singlet, shorts and slippers! no more jeans haha cool and easy

2009-12-21T05:26:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking alot these few days and made up my decision to

try accounting. I have heard alot about it, about how tough it is and

tedious but chickening out isnt my option. But this is my only option

now, or i may regret the rest of my life for not trying...

Enough of this, gonna have a BBQ this sat.. I have notcelebrated my birthday since younger days cause to be me its just another day. LOL Seriously?! Think about it but without days like this life will be boring for some right? So these days are just days for people to get together! Hahaha I guess i just have to follow the flow of others to be "normal". In this world, you will have to adapt to the system or u lose out, be unhappy, etc

Rejection sucks

21

2009-12-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

Cant believe im coming 21 soon. WOOT~ it means no parental consent LMAO but means time will pass by faster soon. Prime time of my life man! i promise myself i will be as fit as im now even when im 30!. Watch me do it!
Few years pass poly days, even so i miss it even when i dread going to sch everyday and wished the 3 yrs ended. It's always regrets when u think about it... So whats important is the PRESENT and FUTURE. Dont know why i've become more optimistic about almost everything, and im loving it.

BETTER THAN DREADING ABOUT THE PAST OR THE BAD THINGS,

THINK ABOUT IT

sorry

2009-12-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

To tell you the truth i have been following your blog, but i dont know if you know of mine. Whatever it is, ...............

The reason i'm alittle doubtful of you(sorry, i know u hate tt word) was because of your pure innocence, i have never come across or believed that there's an innocent girl like you. Until now, i still think u are one of a kind. Innocence in a good way but its also your weakness, i know u may be pissed or " dont give me that crap feeling" but meant what i say, and its true from me.

relationships

2009-12-07T04:47:00.000-08:00

I know tt no one is reading this blog already.. but have to let up my shit here.

I really miss you, don't know if you are.
sometimes i am doubtful of stuff u say, sometimes i feel if u are either u are innocent or youre a playa .
Inside, i hope u find me back but hope u dont too

Thanks for the memories!They were my best since a long time~a very very long time

swollen eye

2009-06-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

My eye felt damn weird after waking up yesterday, and after looking in the mirror i realised that my left double eyelid looked damn big.... swollen lol Imagine double eyelids as big your eye, lol like frog sia hahaha Lucky i didnt have to wear contacts.

GOOD LUCK for my course next week!

KBOX

2009-05-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

HAD a singing session with army mates.. WOOT was a blast for me hahha Loved shouting into the mic at the chorus. sang till my voice changed! All of them were sporting which i liked, hate unsporting people hhaha sounds crude. But some are just anti-climax, makes me wanna sleep whenever i'm out with them. And they will ask me why do you look sleepy? Cause you make me wanna sleep~

Went to eat arnold's chicken after that, didn't know you even had to quene to get seats. the first time i heard "arnold's chicken" i thought it would be some restaurant that was gonna close in few months tim, haiz another sad case.... hahah But the chicken was heavenly, not like chicken from KFZ. So freaking fatty, i think they force-feed them. Whereas, arnold's are like lean and meaty~Not so oily. Sometimes i eat Kfz chicken i can see fats tt look like tofu or jelly, always had to remove them before i ate.. AT arnold's, i just ate everything! Wooooot

NIGHTS OUT

2009-05-09T00:09:00.000-07:00

Just passed my SOC this week, and its fcuking tough.. i swear if u pass soc u can get GOLD for ippt. ITS like a package! Lucky i passed :) couldn't bear the insults or dissappointment by my mates if i failed. One said he would chop off his bro if i failed, hahaha he was lucky

We will get 2 extra nights out too if we passed, so the rewards were there for me! 3 nights out a week = fast food for supper! hahaha Whether its MAC delivery or long john or burger king they work for me.

Went to Timbre with my poly mates, liked the music there alot but live music was short. the vocals were good didnt want to leave but the rest wanted somewhere for coffee and ERDINGER is GOOD.

DRIVE!

2009-04-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

Finally i got my military driving licence! ALL the stress and "in out" from instructors, it was good training. The training made me more patient and tolerant to bastards, dont lose my temper over anything hahaha

Bought something for my instructors, especially my driving instructor.. it was hard for them cause of my stubborn nature, i have a "thick skull" to get any information to get in or make it change its habits. Gonna try commercial driving just in case i change my mind in the future to drive.

LONG TIME

2009-04-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

hey! i wonder if anyone ever reads this blog anymore lol army ruin it, no time to blog and nothing to blog cause all i see is green and mosquitos..
But i consider myself lucky cause i feel that my mates who are gonna be with me for 10 yrs are OK, generally good people with some cock-ups though. Had quite afew sleepovers with some of them because my place is near to the driving centre~
Driving sucks, i hate driving maybe because the instructors there are pressured to make sure we pass in a month, so they pressure us. Sometimes they make us feel like we dont worth a cent, seriously. And i dont know to thank or hate him after i pass the test... haha

Enough of driving. I hope to know how are my ex-polymates doing but everytime we see each other there will not be much to talk about, just some surface stuff or formal questions. like we just met each other, this feeling is towards almost everyone i know in the course which is very weird.... maybe its me, didnt open up enough and when i was ready my image was already set to others.

This colour i like~

MIA

2008-12-31T19:16:00.000-08:00

hello to anyone there, currently in BSLC and intend to &^$^ off from there asap... 6 more weeks! SLACK UNIT please take me in! LOL

IF i still stay on i will OOT, ...hahaha

MY ARMY JOKERS!

life is still manageable inside but it will get only tougher~ GOGO for those bucks!

1 1/2 day Book Out

2008-10-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

Goonna book in in 5 hrs time... hahaha Got the temptation to AWOL aka. MIA But i am not that stupid though hahah Recently made some progress in my running, ran 11.37mins/2.4 Km. Good for a silver but confident that there is room for improvement. I shall TRY my BEST!

Injuries for now:

Ingrown nail
Shin splint

Its a very irritating ingrown nail la, i had part of my left big-toe nail cut off but now its my right nail giving me problems.

Shin splint is freaking painful if not treated, although treating it is very SIMPLE. More stretching because the muscle near the shin bone is very tense and inflamed. Making running feel like your shin is breaking any time.

GOnna give a shot at GOLD for Napfa, may the strength be with me

ARMY

2008-09-28T19:52:00.000-07:00

HI~ back for 3 days book out!

Feeling tired physically, and bad about my black skin.
Who says PTP batch slack sia, its very physical demanding lor..... hahha
I am officially Malay now. Darker than the Malays in my bunk but not Indian yet.
Very worried about my skin colour man, i dont want to be too tan. Not too sad about my botak though, not sure why.

There are all sorts of people there but i am still doing good inside :) I GET HUNGRY AT NIGHT, so i am "bringing" lots food.

Na Si wa wu ji ba ban

2008-08-14T21:23:00.000-07:00

I am recently addicted to this song and Xiao jing teng, Wang zi de xing Ee...
Laugh all u want, cause i just love some hokkien songs... hahaha it will be better if i know hokkien but sad la, i am cantonese who doesnt speak canto

I have recently watched a video from friend's blog and very DISGUSTED by China's unscrupulous ways to make $$. All that bear farms and fur farms, bears with tubes stuck into their body, draining their bile for $. What does that make us of? GOD knows what other bastard facility they have...

Fur gets literally plucked or pulled off racoons dogs etc Alive! First they beat the animal up by swinging it on the floor when its unconscious, they cut and pull their fur off. Those conscious or struggling will be beat up again. I saw one being stepped on the head for 10seconds by a human Its worse then death....

Sometimes i think animals deserve more attention than humans. We set up a charity just for heart dieases, kidney diseases etc Not that these are minor stuff to me but~ Some people eat junk food and sit on their butts everyday and gets heart disease... is it their fault? must we set up a charity to help them, while animals get locked up in cages for nothing and suffer life worse than death?

Do you know how it feels to get a body part of you taken without your permisson? Getting locked up in cages you can barely move and waiting to be robbed off.

Is Karma setting in on China? I do not feel any sympathy, cause.......

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Gua uh ji pa ban, jit si lang tio khin san,

Bo khong bo lang jai, kong tio chin pai seh,
Chiak kak hia nih tua hanh. ko mm pat je puey kee,

Pah piah hua chuey ni, bo chia bo chu ko bo ai lin,
Kua lang chua bo ko chuey sing di, wu jii ko wu seng,

Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh je puey kee,
Wa beh ew seh kai, ha wa ee sai dai yang,
Lit pun chiak su shi (Wa chia li chiak su shi)

.........

Teacher

2008-08-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hello~

i have one more day of work before my off-days come! have been straight working for 8days?! Hahaha what am i complaining about?! :P

Worked 3days-screaming at kids for 11hours
Worked 3days-12hours-flyer-giving
Went gym straight the next day, not knowing i have to wake up 5.30AM the next morning
Went to work from 7.30 am and shouting at kids. Lots energy lost from it, was PANTING

I realised something too, the tone of one's voice affects how kids react. And the method to control them is almost the same as training Dogs~? :x opps

But you to agree with me la~ I have experience OK

TEAM OF NURTURERS

WORK

2008-08-01T18:30:00.001-07:00

HEY, i have been working recently, 10-12 hours work~ damn! its so tiring. Having a cold and cough, two more days to GO. Then rest finally.....

I am working at the NATAS fair in expo now. ahahaha giving out flyers for long hours

KIDS

2008-07-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

hi! have been working recently with a "HPB" project of some sort. We have to go different primary schools all over the island to teaching them on

Dental care
Myopia
Smoking
Etc

Yup, Primary 1-6..... AND Some are just freaking cute :) I felt like kid-napping some~ hahaha One girl was so chubby like two hamburgers were in her mouth. WUuuu, my friend ask for her permission to pinch her cheeks, jealous sia me. Even her name was cute- Philia . One malay girl looked so much like Lilo, eyes the size of almonds. Oh ya, kids look so cute with their pants so high up ahahah

OF COURSE, there were little devils or demons.. Mostly super hyperactive that made them look like they needed to be put into some special school. And this job really trains my patience, nearly wanted to $#@!$ afew of them, luckily i had my colleague beside me to RESTRAIN me, if not i will be in custody or on the run.LMAO Now i know why they say having girls are better ZZzzz

Regretted not taking a picture of the cute ones ahaha. i guess being a primary school teacher may be an option for me. Time passed rather fast with them just loved chatting with them.

But mostly i will be

Signing on with Army
Fitness instructor
Primary school teacher

Cheers

Clubbing

2008-07-06T04:12:00.000-07:00

Rusty clubber. Long since the last time hahahaa "celebrate" ah jie go NS ..... Three guys went only, i wished more could come but they are the only ones who club.

Hip-hop night but music wasn't my liking. Yah, there ARE different kinds of hip-hop music to me. hahaha, 1 hr and i was tired hahaa swaying left and right for the sake of it. Sounds torturing?

Basket! the stupid lady beside the bouncer made me paiseh sia. What's her position? She took my E-Zlink card and look, observed my face, look at pic again, i moved my face forward for her to SEE cause thought she ta-jiao one. then frowned and ask stupid questions. hahahaaa Stupid piece of shit~ I don't look over 18? wth, i have a 22-yr old face lor

One night, two incidents~ Could be the influence of alcohol? Some people are just an ass ... all i can say.

We clubbed from 11-5am ahahahaa first train then to MAC for student meal! Breakfast~

Some "HIgh Popcorn" pictures for u guys!LMAO
YOU GUYS WILL TAG~ yes u will~~~
Save the Earth Movement

FRIENDS :)

2008-06-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLOOOOOO people!

YEAH,DAMN RIGHT ITS ME
LONG TIME NO SEE~
SORRY FOR SCARING ANYONE :x

I have recently dyed my hair, errrrrr plum-red? Relvon not bad but colour not bright enough lol, $8.95. My hair is not that damaged after use which is GOOD, considering my hay-texture type.
End of my flyer job but not sure if i have to work this weekend.

Considering whether to go or not, because i just went for a minor surgury to snip off part of my nail, for an in-grown nail. It has been shit-luck for me these days, unlucky in everything. Wth, not sick but got an irritating nail. What to do, this is life i suppose? On a shit-load of anti-biotics

Enough of grumbing, made some great friends, hope we keep in contact. HAHA went to K-box together. Yi Ting sings freaking well, i can bet my assests on her winning any singing competition. Woooooooooooot hear it to believe, Strong high notes from her. Remember going to Sunplaza play swings and crap about during work hahahaa Cannot forget going to toilets to slack too! too!

TAG PLEASE

STARHUB

2008-06-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hi! I am enjoying my OFF day now :)
Let me seeee.... i have muscle aches on my lower back, thighs, calves and shoulders
Cause of it: 9 hrs of relentless flyer-giving, anyone can find me around tampines mall these few days hahaa
Saw farisha, shujie, lab-technician etc

Listening to chinese ballards, Bei Pan realising that i have a wide range of music i can listen to.

Ahbeng techno
Hiphop
Reggaeton
Latin love songs(i like Spanish)
Chinese disco(Sammi Cheng kind)
RnB & Love songs (Chinese & English) Like xiao yu, Lee Hom, David Tao, Xiao jing teng
Rap

Want me to kill you? Just play classical and something will happen hahaa

Finally! My enlistment date is here, September 12 2008.
Anyone? feeling relieved that it has come ahhhhhhhhhhh
Botak! here i come

Buck

2008-05-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody. I have received quite afew comments saying that i have slimmed down.hahaa dont know is it a good thing? I think its mainly because of dancing... 77Kg compared to the most -buffed up 82Kg. and my different kind of training in gym. dont do so much of chest and back already.

Finally i have graduated from this nightmare course. Results not good but still proud of myself, you can call it happy-go-lucky or hack-care.. i dont care~ hahaa

Live a life with meaning and happiness :)

I have been learning "Krumping" and "Melbourne shuffle". Satisfied with the base of learning i got from C-walk.

For those who have no idea what style are those, must be all:

Krumping

Melbourne Shuffle

NICE?wooot

Questions

2008-05-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

I am broke~
Mindef please pick me up fast, before i start rotting. Oh, i am already rotting*laughs
I don't know what's happening to my luck, its been shitty and at the bottom. Thought i could have a lucky year finally, but its getting worse. I can't explain and not a superstitious person, but there's definitely luck.
Those of you "where got luck this kind of thing, you are just sensitive.." that's because you are one of those lucky. Some say Karma but i did nothing! hahaaa

Getting in trouble, no luck with jobs, miss many many buses(ask my sister), getting interview time wrong, travel to the other side of Singapore for nothing....etc

Optimistic is the way to go! Cheer your butt up~:)

1.What dissappoints you the most?

When dealing with hypocrites, bitches AND people whose face i don't like(it happens to me)

2.Where will i go if someone sponsors me a ticket?

I will go to taiwan, cause i heard the chicks' are good. peace :)

3.What's your favourite thing to do?

Dancing to bass music, singing, most sports and anything fun :P

4.Do you think money can buy happiness?

Yes, but materialistic happiness

5.What are you afraid to lose?

My current body cause i don't like being skinny, family, and good friends

6.If you have 1million what will you do?

I will retire and migrate because i don't know how to appreciate Singapore

7.What makes you happy?

Lead a carefree life

8.What type of person you hate the most?

Those people who talk lots of crap and feel like stuffing sh*t in their mouth.

9.Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?

Still unmarried and living a carefree life with my partner

10.What superpower do you want?

i wish i could control people minds

11.What's your greatest fear?

The fear of dying young and heights

New Video

2008-04-30T20:33:00.000-07:00

Learning Melbourne Shuffle [new]
haha check out the next video

MAOWork

2008-04-26T01:49:00.000-07:00

Just a day after finishing my temp. work as a shuttle bus boy!
Great job = darn' slack = good welfare = free-flow drinks and food from patry

Haha, worked with 2 other guys and 3 drivers. Talked shit all the time and ritual sight-seeing of eye-candies. The bus driver started it~ hahahaa International eye-candies, Hong Kong, Bangkok, seen them all~ Basically, we were there for crowd control, i seriously felt they employed two-too-many. One person could have done all the job~ I even drank during work, because they provided Tiger' in the patry hahaa You can't blame me right?!

i also argued with a auntie, basket!No patience at all bus wait awhile also cannot..complain will not make them faster right?! Bird-brainers, hate them!

Before that i started work earlier at the WineChallenge, whereby sensory panelist grade all the wines for a Gold, Silver, Bronze etc.. you know what this means, dont you?!
200+ freaking wine leftover! haha Weijie drank until giddy

All the wine down the drain~

Acting rich guy hahaa

Acting rich guy too

200+ brands to taste, i guess we mixed the alcohol that was why got RED fast. ahahaha
Nice working with them even though incidents happened..
I miss my gym, i think i'm gonna go tomoro

I love this car, its so bloody small.

Chiggazing

2008-04-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

Went to Trina's birthday party at downtown sakura! The food was alright only, actually a disappointment to me because i have eaten much better food at other outlets. But the company was great, got to meet up the girls(eye-candy) of Vrins and 1/2AFSN boy gang..hahaha

But most of the time i was engrossed on the food, stuffing in as much as i could to recoup my entry fee hahaa ain't i niao? yao gui? typical? Whatever, chiong' AH

Photos

Is that worth my fee alrdy?
No ah? i can do more~ahaha

MUMPH!? Waft teke ficture ah? Food full of satay~

AFSN hotties! 2005 Edition

That's as hot as u can can in our course ahaha Woot

Lastly our dance video!
YOU HAVE TO WATCH US Chiggazing. Our group's trademark dance
Enjoy, i am serious haahaahahah

http://www.youtube.com/v/927fkRHWG6o &hl=en">

http://www.youtube.com/v/pWU8sIdH4NM &hl=en">

Eastside Chiggas

2008-04-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

New video Chiggas!
check out our new moves woot!
it will knock u down.

Can someone tell me if my tag board is spoilt? thanks!

http://www.youtube.com/v/yLStIYyAPVI &hl=en">

POOL

2008-04-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

went pooling last week, it was fun even though not many people came. i guess pool only appeals mostly to guys. Had fun playing daytona too, the adrenaline came mostly from the one-on-one situations, whereby guys have the urge to bang each other to the sides = Flying-cars !

Paradiz centre daytona shiok sia! 20 laps for 50cents. -_-

Currently unemployed and lying around

new Crip

2008-04-04T07:53:00.000-07:00

yo whats up, man!
A new Crip just join us, so we made a new video to commemorate-

Check this Sh*t out

VIDEO

2008-03-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

Woot our gang dancing lol we recruiting new members who want to join? hahaa

Our first dance video- members solo

rotting evaporating

2008-03-23T20:34:00.000-07:00

if anything describing me will be," mushrooms growing on me", "floating around". Gonna find a job fast, its 11.45 in the morning and must get my ass off the com chair to find a job. But don't really know where to start.

Burger king
Macdonalds
Golden village
?
?

Damn~ kind of random, i dont give a hoot. just need something to do man
Suggestions please! TAG

bleach

2008-03-17T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hey ya, hows everybody?! I am feeling meaningless doing nothing~

While, not exactly nothing to look forward to, i have napfa tomorrow! At toa payoh stadium and please dont take this as a chance to mock or taunt me OK! i am serious. Hhahahah
I need to wake up at 5.30, wtf..... so early how to get silver sia... somemore i stay so far, reach there half-gone.

I really hope this is my last shot for that 2mths exemption. just hope my shuttle run and 2.4 Km

I heard most people lose their muscles and fats during NS. everyday run, c*b i will make sure i get extra supplements inside. Protein, weight-gainer, creatine, glucose powder...etc haha

missing kara-ok , anyone wanna go with me?????! Now i willl just have to make-do with singing in front of the com and bathing...sorry sister if my voice disturbs you!ha

I have just bleached my hair. its brownish now haha woot new look to my hair and last time before i lose my hair. have no problems! The rest no kick...Blame it on me for putting on so much weight in 2 years...
ITS browner than it looks here.

Godzilla Pikachu

2008-03-08T21:34:00.000-08:00

Back from a sexy' overnight stay in school! It was actually unexpected fun, but glad that the boys from 'Team Godzilla' had fun~ I have no idea how long ago i laughed this much

We paid $2 for the "Laser challenge" organised by some CCA club. 2 bucks include 30 minutes of laser play, loads of barbeque and overnight stay accomodation of your own choice.

Carpark- windy, star-gazing
The stairs - warm place from chills
Carpark- windy, smell of bbq chicken wings to put you to sleep
Toilet - convenient to relieve yourself, occasional spray of toilet fragrance
Grass- comfortable to lie on, star gazing

I turned into a freaking carnivore that night, as all that was provided did not fail to have meat contents. Chicken! i think ate too much of that to suffer a sore throat now.

I think i ate one whole chicken that night
Damn chicken! hahahaa

We were #%#-ing unlucky to face the dragonboaters for the match, five tanned and muscular guys! SOOOOOOoooo scary!

Oh my god, how can us science geeks be against steroid-enhanced boys. This is so unfair!

Team GODZILLA

Without one of our star players zhao han taking our pic

Now you get what i mean? they shouldn't pair us up together

BUT, We won both matches! against the steroids team...GRRRRrrrr

Godzilla rules!
There were few exciting moments when weijie and jinguo were left against 3-4 guys.
First match-MVP Weijie! he was the last survivor
Second match- MVP Mao ge! he was the survivor left against 4 freaking' players
They cheated abit by playing on despite dying which causes some confusion.
Dragon boat guys are cheaters! hahaa
Well, anyway cheating is part of the game
Good play to all!

Throughtout the night we playing daidee, black jack, played some drinking games and had some man-ly talk at bedok reservoir.

Jing guo won the drinking game with >8 cups to his name. He wasn't drunk but had some private time in the toilet himself. I won $1.20 too. 5cent per card ma, can buy two roti prata!

Lets get drunk! Jk, we played with water for our drinking game.

Tiger beer was mine

I feel victory!

Team Godzilla's leader is drunk!

I love this pic, perfect if not for the chairs

Godzilla brothers, nice time with you brothers!
All of us were stars in the game

All-stars team!
challenge us!

2008-03-04T03:29:00.000-08:00

i tried on contact lenses past 2 weeks and either than the sickening task of touching my eyeballs, all was good. i like feeling of not wearing spectacles.. i feel more "real", because in my perception they are accessories.

its like wearing a costume over your head la except that i am exaggerating though

Borrowed many Cds from library

Britney Spears YES~, her. i still like her and blame her ex-husband for the shit she's in.
Rihanna
Linkin' Park
Sean Kingston
Etc.

For some reason, i have lost interest for the opposite sex. Not in the sense that i am gay, i still feel for them ok. Cant really explain it. so emo

And rihanna's album have Lots of reggae beats man...wth Bob marley those kind, listeing to it right now...hhhmmmhm

I make my own future through the present and forget the past(random)

2008-02-26T18:56:00.000-08:00

I am much lucky this year, and can be sure i win $$ in any casino. haha it feels good to know you're lucky because you have been down in shit when it comes to luck the past few years.

Went K-box on Monday with two beautiful girls/ladies....hahaaaa it was fun but went home with Ah du's voice. It's always like that after singing, don't really know why? Can someone tell me why?Maybe is because i excert voice too much? whatever

Always loved to sing "rong shu xia" and "wang qing shui" wooooot~

2008-02-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

last day of school! wooooooot!

i dare say i will not miss poly life cause it sucks for me'

Yeah! successfully stolen a bus tag home.. woot~ jk i am not responsible for it

2008-02-16T22:08:00.000-08:00

Omg, these few days have been dramatic for me.... I got bronze for my shitty' napfa test! No silver just because slower by 7 freaking' seconds for 2.4. i got mostly A and Bs for the rest of the stations except for the "meaningless' run for your life". I will get Gold if i get a C for run la but got an E instead! wonderful~~

I asked some of my friends why such a stupid test for napfa? Do we actually need to run so far in a war(army)? Havn't they heard of tank or humvees? Use bicycle also can la!

They said that 2.4Km is to test how fast you can run away from enemies! wth, as if they are going to chase you for 2 kilometres...JUST TO KILL ONE PERSON

"oei oei!, stop! dont run i want to shoot you! You run, i run after you for 2.4 see who run faster ok?

The first reaction that comes to mind, if someone is chasing you is to sprint off & hide, right?! Unless you are lagging in brain development or lacking in common sense..

Hide in some bushes or something la, stupid!

2008-02-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

Hello! what up man!

First of all, i lost 3 Kg.

My hair is freaking' thick, i wish i could show you a pic of it.

it looks like some "grizzly bear" head, especially the back of my head.

That's why i cant leave my hair long when i wish i could...how much i envy taiwanese idols who leave their finge long like nobody's business. Swinging their charming fringe from side to side, while talking to chicks.woot..wtf

e.g. wu chun, da dong, xiao zhu

Back to weight, i look skinny now. to me la.... i think i have some mental illness opposite from anorexia. Someone please comfort or console me!

I am also suffering from single-symdrome. The feeling of empty-ness. Sorry for the emo-content, but i have to write it out somewhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:)

i am mentally unstable now

Some pics from my formal job interview

Picture of handsome guy woooot~

He's single!

Call if interested

depressed

2008-01-26T09:41:00.000-08:00

I am 3 weeks away from gradation ...... WOOOOOOT~
But i am freaking busy that i don't wanna study for the upcoming tests.
wtf, i reached a stage where i just cant sit down and study.
Hope time passes by fast cause i am breaking down if it doesn't.

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

And i havn't retaken my napfa, Bless me!

2008-01-16T02:34:00.000-08:00

YOu got a problem?

Hmmmmmm....

Starting to like my sister's sunglasses. :)

Grumbles

2008-01-07T03:18:00.000-08:00

i want to complain about a bitchy lecturer who is new to our school but acts like he is the biggest shit there. it's not that i get angry easily but he really hit my dead-point. My Hot-button.

I hate people who do not give me respect and expect me to give them.Naive? Childish? Big-ego?
What do you think? everyone of us deserve some respect right?

Cant rules be bent? rules are made by people right? wtf is with people who simply cant seem to bend rules. It makes life easier. They are either stupid, not flexible or too-much a Singaporean.

Sometimes i do think Singaporeans are cowards~sort-of..... I know i am one too and i am not really proud of myself. Maybe i am wrong, since i haven't experience living in another country or with foreigners. I have come up with this thinking not because of one incident. its from my experience of 19 years, its not alot though..

The only thing's' good about Singapore is its safe and convenient.

Drag Queens

2007-12-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

Hello! had one hell' of holidays!
Did some stuff i dont regret and never regretted after it
There's always a first for everything.

I remembered signing up for some $1.50 dance course while dreaming this morning.Yes, in my sleep and woke up. i guess its one for my many special' abilities.

Anyway it was too late to attend to that course. wth, lost $1.50
And my memory is getting worse and my family is suffering its wrath. I remember reading from somewhere that a guy's memory gets worse with age faster than girls. I guess girls are there just to help guys remember stuff. haahaa

Isn't it right? Mothers remember kid's birthday, females are the best at remembering people's birthdates. I can only remember my sister's and mine. I know my parents are in the month of May though.

Some good pictures during trip to KL:

Note: these were taken of of 100% fun, no hints

RUNNING SUCKS!

2007-12-18T23:20:00.000-08:00

havent gone gym for approx. 2 weeks, starting to feel uneasy.
But the thing is that i havent shrink even though i dropped lots of protein from my diet but continued 5 meals a day. Yeah!

I have training pull-ups and dips though. Only these two for "maintenance" and Napfa. My 2.4Km run is coming right up but i havent finished 6 rounds since 3 years ago. Can i curse and swear now?

%$@#!^482^$7123^%#$%&**^$#$%$^$^$%#^%*&&(

Is running even a form of exercise? I injured my shin bone because of ^%&*-ing running...

http://www.fitness-nutrition-weightloss.com/3-real-life-lessons-not-to-jog.html

omg. i am screwed-up
i cant run now because of injury and napfa is in 2 weeks time.
What should i do?

Big font

2007-12-16T18:42:00.000-08:00

i need a ^$&^$-ing job. how! anyone have lobangs?i am screwed up if i don't earn any $ this holidays. Pathetic amount of money in my bank.

Transaction exceeded amount in bank. -_-

Generations

2007-12-06T04:33:00.000-08:00

Its fascinating how we got our body, face and all from genes of our ancestors. I always loved to share about how i got my nose from, eyes or my bad temper.

I have been thinking about it and realised that we are all like computers and Karma is very true.
Software = Personality
Cover model= Looks
Computer speed= Fitness
And the softwares loaded into your body cant be erased, cover models can only be changes by plastic surgery and its speed can only be upgraded by exercising.

Why karma is true? Because our parents personality, bad characteristics good ones etc.. is shown to themselves on their child. if they were rebellious as a kid, their child will be rebellious to them too.etc...

I dont really know if this post is crap or something you will agree on. Because i just got up from a 2hr nap and in a daze.

Hair= Dad
Ears= Mum
Eyebrows= Grand-father
Eyes= Dad & Mum
Nose= Grandfather
Lips= Grand-father
Head shape= Mum or Grand-father

Body= Father

Bad temper= Mum
Stubborn character= Father

So do you know how my family members look like now?

Damn blemishs!

Woot~

2007-11-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

wwooohoooo
Went out with L3 on wed, and had a very fun day.
Hahaaa i swear that there were some moments so funny. it will win, if there were awards for the Singapore's funnist videos.I laughed till gases came out of my MOUTH and had pumped-up abs.No kidding.

The puffs baked BY ME! OK la, i helped put them in the oven. The trays were heavy and the oven was hot, so... i deserve some credit :P But the holes in some of them weren't my fault ok?, just for the record. They had them initially. And we were out selling those piping' hot puffs. Although this photo doesn't justify myself, i did sell some ok...I was just tired out after carrying and moving stuff around.
To wan er: Please don't kill me for posting this pic up :)hahaa
Had a hell of a steamboat at this shop. Forgot the "hard-to-pronounce" name, so chim name. Have a easy name la, "super steamboat shop" or " Nice nice steamboat". then people can remember easily ma.
The ingredients were fresh and tender. The only set-back, I had a hell of a next morning. DIARRHEA, I never fail to have one after steamboat. What's the reason?No idea

Introducing: Waner + Stefanie

Introducing: Yile

My Macha ice-cream. Tastes like Koolworks's. Love the Tang Yuan or whatever you call it.

I prefer Waner's ice-cream.

Yile's ice-cream tastes weird to me, but she loves it. Tastes like plain ice-cream with sesame oil spilled over it.

Stefanie had mango ice-cream, ice-kachang. Ok! had a hard time uploading these pics.... damn.

Oh ya, stef bf joined us after steamboat. A great guy, good choice stef. haha "Why the lady has a peice of vegetable on her mouth ah" hahahaaa

Hunger

2007-11-08T21:26:00.000-08:00

i am eating up my bank fast. Meaning: i eat too much then i can afford. wtf

Someone once told me, eating will not make you poor. I am a piece of living example.

2007-10-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

I am feeling so sleepy easily, but had a great day at gym. Gonna go tomorow and friday... try to go as many times as possible because there is mp going on. hard to find time

999flowers

2007-10-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

qiu bai qiu shi qiu tuo mei gui~ wan shi ru feng......
999roses by Andy Lau. Nice song. Blasting the house with his tracks. e.g.Lian xi, xie xie ni de ai
They are relaxing to listen to and will not get sick of them. I LOVE listening to music but i cant play music. OMG i'm a music instrument retard.

Nice returning to school seeing people i havent seen for a long time. Refreshing my memory. But i must say that "they" are getting prettier, more matured and fashionable. Applies to everyone. Haha just felt like saying that.

I feel so tired in school and after. Omg, its such a torture to study as you get older, or is it only me? I just cant be bothered...mmmmmmm

I guess this is the most' perfect time to serve my NS. No worries in there, carefree two years or is it lonely two years.

From now on i'm gonna reply to tags on posts.

SH*T

2007-10-17T04:47:00.000-07:00

wooooot~ 3 days of work. so tired and feel cheated, so little $$....

The job is hard you know, sit on the chair and wait for delivery order. wtf, i sat on a chair and not moved for 2 hrs straight before. But don't know why i still so tired just sitting down. Maybe its the sitting down for 12 hours ba.. hahhahaaa

sh*t still lack of $, hw the hell am i going to start the semester with double digits in my bank? PATHETIC? not that exaggerating at first, but i want to buy things .... Buy the gravis high-cut shoe, so chioooo sia. the price also chio, $160 -__-

I am considering to start eating supplements again. Dont ttry to discourage me. i havent eaten for donkey' years already. the only supplement i have been eating are cod liver capsules costing $6 a bottle. And i feel easily tired after gyming, compared to other gymers. Wanna try out supplements again. Hope there are no complications ba....

These explain the pathetic amount of cash in my account. #^#&$$@*&

2007-10-05T20:52:00.000-07:00

hello! i need a job desperately and got one for three days. I am gonna be a delivery man accept its not me driving la.

i wanna learn motor but, i am very sure my parents will strongly oppose that. I WILL not drive a car for sure, because its far too expensive for one in singapore. if i were to have a transport, it will not be a car for sure...i am sure~ unless i migrate to another country ba

migrating has crossed my mind before but, not sure if that country will want me anot, judging from my foreseen bleak' future. i wanna have a farm and live at the country side. is that possible? with chicken, cows, horses, ducks, turkeys and goats at my backyard. Simple life.

Three days working for macdonalds, the pay is alright if everything goes well. have to start working or do something because i am becoming lao ren chi dai already, forgetting everything simple ....sh*t

Now got sell tamaguchi meh, i like the digimon. i still remember buying my first digimon thingy. Can fight somemore so fun~

2007-10-01T22:39:00.000-07:00

sorry about the emo content

ahhhhhhhh! i am getting emo these days. i think is because i am having holidays then nothing to do ba haha..

i wish i had a dog, then it can keep me company. now sianzz.

i just realised that i actually do have some interest in some jobs but accept they are more~ what you can rare or more exotic? haha

still finding my place in life...

gimme some suggestions pls!i feel so invisible in life, sometimes a liability.

teeth problems

2007-09-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

aHHHHHHHHH!! %$%&$#

i have a big problem with my teeth problems. or is it something to do with my brain? sub-consicious?

I have a grinding problem. i grind my "poor" teeth during my sleep, i make sounds during my sleep!!! Dj Loong in the house!!!!!

the sounds are loud, i heard from parents and sister....i dont want to grind also but no matter how i hard i try to relax, i hear complains the next day.... sh*t, i think i have to do something about it before i have teeth like my grandfather when i hit 30.

Sometimes i wished i were stupidier and not as much good in me.i have double personality that's the problem.they dont mix

Is it me or fate?useless pondering

2007-09-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

Singapore s***s.... it's safe, a model country and all but~

The result is having people programmed by the education system and environment. Simply saying we are all "gutless" in doing wat we want.

EXAMPLE
"ah boy ah..grow up must become doctor ok?" " must study! if not no food to eat next time"

Why cant they say...

" boy ah, next time u must do what you love ah, dont do things you regret just for the the $$"

I predict that the people in the future will have BIG heads and small bodies, cause all we do now is study. Even studying for 13 years cant gurantee a job u want.

Ai ya lazy to carry on..killing my brain cells to continue~

2007-09-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

MAJOR project has started... OH MY F****-ing ***!

Haven been so stressed up for a long time. which is good la, considering that i have not been using my brain for donkey* years. worrying bout dementia recently.

I have a new brain, cause mine haven really been used before! Funny? NOT funny?
What-ever....

I haven found someone with lower GPA than me! so i am still the champion! hahahahaa
I feel sorry for my parents sometimes, if they knew they had such a son~~~~haiz

hahaaaa

HG hooooOOO!

2007-08-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hard GAY! OOOKAYY~ WOOOOOOOOOOooooooT

Have you guys watched the hard gay youtube thingy before? i know alot people watched it before BUT if you have not, go watch!

SUPER FUNNY! depends on your type of humour also la, some told me it was lame -__-
Its not lame ok!?.....wellll, your sense of humour sucks if you think so~

oooppsss!!!!!hahahaaaa

Go youtube search for "hard gay" and watch!

Cao Ge-Bei Pan is so nice to listen to. To me JJ, Cao ge and the xiao jing teng?(xing guang bang) has the nicest voice and album worth buying la. But JJ latest album abit different style, not that nice leh

Rush Hour is funny, but its short and its ending sucks.

2007-08-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

oh shit!

Lil' Jon- Get Lowwww is super nice to dance! i can even move while on my earphones to the music. Dancing to such music is some kind of drug to me. i Get so darn' high.....

Are there anyone like me? cause i feel like i am the only one like this currently fcuk, feeling that i am weird. hahaa

I just found out something. I am getting very clumsy nowadays! hahah something hilarious happened in the bus, only thought of it after everything happened and laughed to myself.

I was trying to get off the crowded bus and i have the habit of grabbing the poles with both hands. I had my shoebag on right hand...ahahaha and i fcuking hit the old uncle in the head with it. his head was infront of the pole. the bus was shaking and the bag was like swinging.....and hit again! i looked at him and gestured sorry. But he gave me that shit facial expression.

Guess what happened next? after saying sorry i left and hit him again!!!!!! haha YES! who ask him gimme that face. haha didnt really notice that i hit him until i got off the bus. so qian da right me!

Clumsy-ness. i cant even get sweets out from a box, my hands were like trembling and trying to pick it with my fingers but cannOT! WHAT! i think i have stroke symptom or something.

is it something to do with my weight gain?

I give up after seeing you today. but will still remember you some small corner of my heart. :) but I am not sure how long will it last..........

feelings

2007-08-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!

long time never update because of working. today was my last day~ i feel so bad man! bad in the sense of not feeling well after working just 6 days.

Holy shit...now i know what my parents mean by saying working sucks more than studying. shit! i hate working now...$&$^%(*&%^*(

many things happened in my 6 days there.

Met many friends there
decided to quit after just working 3hrs there
work for 5 more days
had a crush with a girl
had lots of fun making fun of my colleagues hahah
nearly wanted to beat an uncle up dun ask me why

got one fillipino staff there very funny and cute hahhaaa

Feelings are HARD to control. i thought otherwise in the past.

2007-08-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

woot~Lil' scrappy-Oh Yeah

"not bad" beat, the genre is "crunk" just heard of it. reputated to be uncreative with lyrics, but wth all i care is the beat hahahaaaa

All i have now is time, i start my major project on october. WAHHAHA, holidays now!!! i am gonna try a job at Marks & Spencer, $5/hr so little, i guess the agency ate some. I think i wont last long la, judging from my colourful job history...... :)

Hope i get to go gym while working, i love the "energy and blood pumping through the muscles" feeling. Its good!

But no CARDIO man! i hate cardio! that explains my "good" stamina haha i cant continue for more than 10 minutes playing soccer with my sis, unbelievable?

Ask my sister la!

Us in our Sunglasses!

Guess which is mine?! a test of stupidity or dumbness ha

Birthday girl!

2007-07-31T01:43:00.001-07:00

woooo~ celebrated wan er birthday at tampines mall. Ate the fondue pizza, or is it fondee whatever la. i think its too cheesy for me, even though i love cheese fries...

Went to arcade after that, that was my highlight of the day la.. omg it was so funny man..hahhaa we played the air hockey game, i laugh like siao leh, my abs were hurting haha there were lots of cheating around

stefenie play the game so funny lor, her movement like spider sia i can tell you that her reflexes were damn fast, and she hits anything that comes. then like spider leh, if you know what i mean~ haha sorry stef don't hate me for this cant resist recalling that moment....

Listening to "King of Kings" by Don Omar, reggaeton. so my heart beat is beating rather fast cause of the beat....that feeling's so nice

Next post then post pictures

2007-07-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

2007-07-26T00:30:00.000-07:00

I feel like joining cca leh but need company. Getting bored these days'

Eat, shit, sleep, gym-- i had a tough time arranging them in order hhaha

Wth, so many pimples these days even when no school stress. And what's up with the blemishes man! someone tell me how to get rid of them, i don't squeeze pimples lor..don't know why got also.

I need a new hair style but doubt there will be anything suitable for my hay-ly hair.

Random talk

2007-07-24T01:02:00.000-07:00

hello! don't know what to post so anyhow talk la

Recently during my training in gym and what i have noticed la, I think our dragon boating people are shrinking. i saw a big group of them at the bridge, wah the singlet got one dragon so chio, i expected to see tanned muscular bigguns ......

Guess what i saw?! wtf many were not in shape la..either its very big but fat, or skinny like a baboon. none were normal. the best part was that they were walking with big egos wearing that dragon picture singlet. haha (sorry if i offended anyone, just some random talk)

Interested in dragon boating but no motivation to join. maybe in the future ba~

2007-07-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

woooooooooohuuuuuuuuuu!
i am so happy and relaxed haha

i have nothing to do except going to gym and eating
i am happy because i have time to go gyming nowadays
i need 1kg more to hit 75KG !!!

I intend to gain lots of weight before going NS cos i heard ppl lose lots of weight there. WTF, i think i better bring protein powder and supplements there man~ I am having withdrawals symptoms because i am missing something in my life i'm not sure what's that......how bad is that?

*i am so screwed
i am so obssessed with my body

2007-07-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

Oh Promiscuous girl ~ Whereeva you are, I'm all alone and it's you that i want~

I love this song, the beat gets you in the mood man! in case you live in the mountains or don't speak english much.... This is Promiscuous-Nelly Furtado not that i got distinction for English but my english happens to be better than my chinese...well~ i got C5 after all right? hahahahaaa two grades better than my chinese

Damn all these beautiful girls~~~They only wanna do your dirt, They have you suicidal suicidal ~ when they say it's over~

Very nice song to groove to and makes me happy This song is Beautiful girls-Sean Kingston

Omg, i just realised i am getting 19 this year. my facial hair just keeps growing now. Last year, 4days shave once, now its 1~2 days, maybe i will get lucky then its 4 days!
Man~! i am turning into an ape...

I don't understand leh, my parents have no or little hair, my sister have hair that you cant see, but why do i have leg hair that can sense a mosquito literally 2cm from my leg.....it is not pointing out but curly curly one la

Omg dont say already la... getting gross out?hahhahahaaaaaa tt's me!

2007-07-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

Two reports done! One more to go!

Should i become vegetarian? recently this thought come across my mind and thinking about it. The thought of myself, pale, weak, skinny and gone with the wind~ I don't wanna be skinny man!

dengue fever!

2007-07-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

omg, i fell sick right after attachemnt for %$&#@-ing four days! went to see the docter, thinking it was dengue man...hahahaaaa the attitude doctor say 5 days got fever then come back. Why i say attitude leh, she like so dao sia i pay her $$ then her face like i owe her $ like tt.....

I hope school starts real quick because i have been sleeping alot later and cant seem to get enough of it. So unproductive~! and i lost weight because of the stupid flu virus. trying to gain back that weight grrrr

Photos galore!

2007-06-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

yay! finally sip is over.hahahhaaha met some great people there and will miss them...but DEFINITELY not the work!

I am drained man! all the work, although it 8-5 job la but it strenous to me la.wtf,Children~ working is hard.....No, it freaking' hard. I must give credit to my parents la. Thumbs up to them!

And shit, i have many reports to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i am so stressed-up, pimples are out, and guess what! i have gained some yellow mushy jelly stuff on my stomach,FATS. no more abs after 3mths of attachment.

Screw the reports man!
Enough of gumbling~
here are some pics of me and my wonderful collegaues!

Check that out! eyebrow plucking for my colleague !

And it looks goooood~See! Satisfied customer even though it's foc la haha
Bowling at chevrons, company pay one. haha so good~disco nite
Check those guns out man! one of them is dragon boater guess!

Big guns of F&N QC department! i guess it's all the holding of pipettes and beakers la haha

She didn't have to barge into my toilet right? What's the rush right?All she had to do was ask....haha

So sian

2007-06-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

HEllo! i just came back form work...later gonna watch my "tian long ba bu" nice show and " condor heros" i taped it! i am so caught up with such shows that i sometimes imagine myself in that era....

hahahaha e.g. which martial art i want to learn. i tink beggar sect very cool, and xiang long 18 zhang skill very power la... I childish anot ah?....i can bet with anyone for anything that i will not change even after 30 years....actually i am not childish la, just abit playful...

sometimes over-ly playful

I enjoy my time with my colleagues! they are like friends to me rather than colleagues or supervisors. Recently hooked to a song by Kelis- Blindfold me wah damn nice beat..

feeling' sexy ha

monk's life

2007-06-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

hello!

Just finished cutting my fringe, thinning my hair, shaving in my parents HOT toilet!
Not that hot, it's that hot, very sweating hot hot, very hot weather. it getting hot in here~ so take off all your clothes...alright alright i am already half-naked right now what more do you want la hahahahaAA

In case you didn't know, i don't wear shirts at home. First you save $ on clothes, second its cooling, third i am HOT! :P

I am so happy and aaaaaa how should i describe it~~~~satisfied. You know why? cause' i slept from 11~9am today! song ah' this shows how much sleep means to me. i become a walking zombie whenever i don't have enough sleep. and have pms-es too. mood-swings

Ps: i slept in the hall, with just a towel between me and the floor for 10 hours!
How cool is that!haha i guess i am more than ready for NS man!

Anyway, i didn't do anything else other than going to work 8~5.30. and i can tell you that i still hate working life until now. Sad la, i guess i am only cut out to be boss,CEO,Director.... something BIG la i guess~~*opppss, i think i have made some readers want to beat me up liao*
hahahaaaYou never know ok~ i may be BIG someday

Don't understand some people, they are weird, or am i?I am feeling' empty, i need someone to....Miss clubbing!

photos

2007-05-30T05:52:00.000-07:00

Two photos taken at my workplace with my colleagues~
:) i miss studying hahaha AS IF'
at least it's much better and less sian than working

Do i look gay in this pic? lol

Miss gym-ing and days dreaming during lec and tutorials

2007-05-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

omg these days i feel like time is passing by fast. I don't know you guys but in my point of view time passes much faster once you hit the holy' age of 18!

Soon i will be going to NS, hope i meet decent people i can live with during the 2 years. After that it will be 21 when i am out...... how time flys~

I don't really want to give aa shit about my future la....as long as i have my 5 meals a day, live a simple life and have a job i am happy with.You can say i am lazy, stupid, hopeless or any shit you wanna say la

At least, i will be and am happy. :)

As i grow older i realised that $ don't really mean a thing.I know that you can buy everything in the world if you were rich, but by then you will more and more and more... the craving for money also causes one to be blinded.

Enough of these holy talk.

I wanna weigh 80KG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 73 sucks

2007-05-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

Sharon! u are so damn right .....i am slowly being drained from my work.

People say i will get use to it,but it doesn't seem to be that way.

I cut my hair!or my sis cut my hair~ hahah, don't know if it looks funny but i like it.it's gonna be nicer and much "cooler" when it grows longer!

2007-05-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

HI! 2 more hrs and its gonna be Sunday, wtf time passes so fast during the weekends.

Just finished my food safety project obligations, and i am rather pissed off with food safety. Who is that idiot who started it?!!Why cant that idiot sympathise us and not give us more stress by having food safety when some of us are working our asses off 6days a week. I am working 5days a week and i am feeling the brunt of it. its bad.

what about those working 6 days a week? @#%&$^$@%$^^

Enough of grumbing. hahaaa
i went to the gym today and intend to run tomorrow.Saturdays for gym, sundays for cardio! Because i feel so guilty eating 5 meals a day even when i am working hahahahaaa

U are wondering. Why the hell do you eat five meals aday in the first place!?Is your work that draining?!Even a bangla construction worker doesn't eat that much...

OK. first of all i can't stand the feeling of hunger. The burning and weak sensation.... I work in the laboratory and the most draining stuff i need to do is to aaaaa...remain AWAKE?Hahaha
Maybe i am used to eating so many times ba......

I am confused, lost and --------------I need to move on fast

2007-05-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO! long time since i have blogged....

Nothing interesting happening these few days, excpet that day i went clubbing. haha Went MOS with classmates and it was really fun man.

We reached there 12+ then danced to 3+, went out to 7-11 to buy drink, then went back in till closing. I was so sweaty and had leg cramps man haha Had a great workout there ...i would love to do it again!

I found out i cant dance to disco and dislike trance. -__-
I tried but end up stoning........

Half of the attachment is gone! left with 1.5 months and i hope it passes fast.

Damn. i am may be addicted to alcohol
Symptoms are there.

MRT idiots

2007-05-04T04:19:00.000-07:00

During my journey from simei to clementi every day, i have experienced MRT idiots of every form.

The most irritating of all are the black as*es a.k.a b a n glas. No offence, not that i am racist but first of all they don't smell good. ok la, some only. Second of all, they sit as if there are two oranges* in between their legs(males). Wait~, blangl*s don't read blogs right? hahaha

Sorry for explicit content

I know i am not that tall but sitting in the train has always been a torture for me, i believe anyone around the height of 1.78 has that problem. Unless two females sit beside me(unlikely).

Nevermind them sitting like "kings", but some have the guts to push their way, trying to force me to back off. Luckily they are in Singapore, i am well brought up and taught peace since young. I actually have a big temper that may flare when it snaps or i choose to let it. I guess only my sister knows my extend of temper, cause i am always an angel outside :) Ok at least i am trying OK!

Another kind of irritant, is when a fc*king short guy trys to act like he is tall and sit with two oranges in between too. &&*%#^$*&

Stop trying to be TALL when you're SHORT! Anyway, most irritants are males.

oh my god, now i am racist and sexist.
Oh ya, HEIGHT-ist too.

2007-05-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

oh ya. just thought of it. there are many cute guys playing soccer too leh. Example cristiano ronaldo, david beckham, micheal owen etc...oh my god, am i blogging like a girl?ahaha But i MUST admit ronaldo is very cute, sexy and handsome. ISN"T HE CUTE?

I am getting fatter man. oh shit! i am eating like 5 meals a day during my attachment too..only go to the gym once a week. haha how to not fat?.i don't really understand how do people work a 9-5 job. it sucks man.

Now i understand why my parents always say" you ah so lucky can study, no need work!" at that point of time i was like what the fuck, working is much better man, you work then got $$ to buy things etc~ But now i know, it's much worse working. All the politics, no real friends, stress, always having to watch your back for back-stabbers etc~

Anyway, i will just try to dream my time pass these 2 more months and be done with it. Get my bloody' diploma and fcuk off.

This is my mentality at this point of time. Haizzz~

2007-04-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

After a long consideration, i have decided to pursue a job as a P.E. teacher! I think i have to go N.I.E to study right? anyone knows how to be a primary school P.E. teacher? I don't wanna have a 9-5 boring job. hahahaa, primary school students all so innocent and cute. This job shouldn't be boring right? I can't even count the number of times i yawn a day while on attachment sia. 10? no 99?close

Female celebrities i find sexy and pretty :

Angelina jolie
Shu Qi
Christy Chung

Not in sequence......hahaha Any similarities???? THINK!GUESS!

Ok la tell you.....
Don't know why leh, i like girls with thick lips and buck teeth. interesting? omg should i be even saying these on this blog? Please don't judge me by this

Guy celebrities i find shuai and have personality:

Edison*
Wu chun*****
Jordan Chan**
Xiao zhu***
Da Dong***
Ming Dao****

* rating of sex-appeal(excluding looks)
* = Are you a guy?
** = Ok, whatever.
*** = Woot, not bad.
**** = Omg, it's getting hot in here~~~
***** = Omfg, I bleed as you strip.

HAHAaa.. my guy list more than girl.
Anyway, do you agree with me?

2007-04-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

I am confused and just waiting for time to pass. Looking for my meaning in life. I wished i were stupidier. The smarter you are, the more doubts you have.

What haircut should i get? Cracking my head to think of a haircut.

5 mins

2007-04-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

i am challenging myself to blog within 5 mins?..possible? try my best!

omg 20 seconds just passed......

OK! i am quite tired today during work...and had a darn' unlucky day spilled colouring solution and stained my jeans that made me look like i have my period without my pads. hahahaaa

Then i continued my day, hittting into things man...nevermind hitting" but i fcuking hit expensive equipments in lab.. they cost a bomb' man. i scared they spoil then i need pay. I think their weighing scale already thousand dollar liao lor

Ok 5mins liao..hahahaaaaa like very little hor~...Cutting hair!

2007-04-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, i am wondering how the hell am i going to get through my attachment man! same to my life too, i just realised i cant work for a 9-5 job. what am i to do man.....DAmn it

i am not interested in practically anything. well~, anything normal that is... i like animals, insects, all sports.

JOB OPTIONS:

Zoo-keeper?
Animal breeder?
Gym instructor?
P.E teacher?
Primary school maths and science teacher?
Find a sport i excel and teach it as a living?

Anyone like me? am i abnormal? hahahaahahaaaaaaaaaa
Check this out!

sUPER THIN!!!!!!!!!!! omg, but some people say i am fat now. -_____-

HATE Message

2007-04-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to all smokers.

Here's what i think of you people:

Wanting to look cool when you are obviously not
Having a pea-sized brain oppss!
, or maybe smaller
Selfish people who do not think of others
Too much $ to spend
Weak-minded

I am rather pissed off with people who smoke when i am around. What the fuck! you want to die, die yourself la. Want me to die with you. I just can't make out what actually goes through a smoker's bird-brain.

After years of analysing these particular group of people, i have come out with an answer. Its either you are really stupid, selfish or desperate to find an identity. Right?!

Lazy to explain la.......Think about it yourself la before you pick up smoking and START DESTROYING OUR ozone layer.

Not going to apologise to any smokers who read this, it's you who should apologise to us. For

your destruction of ozone layer, making or sharing with us your second-hand smoke Thanks A

LOT! :) and many more reasons........................

LASTLY

WANT TO DIE DIE YOURSELF la selfish, pea-sized brainless think with their asses people!
(ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~it feels so great to let out my frustrations here haha try it! :p ) Smokers pls don't beat me up, pretty plssssss~ ha as if i am scared

Naive? or .........

2007-04-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

omg..i am so sick of my job. even though my colleagues are great to me! i just cant seem to settle into any job man. wtf, i am a job-hopper since i had my first job.

What do i want to be when i grow up? don't know

What do i want to be in years time? still don't know

i will think about it real' hard during my 2 years free chalet......NS!

Excited!   HAHAhahahaaa Siao

Rather emo nowadays.Sick of life.

Or should i say sick of how life is now.
You can say i am simple guy,really simple!
Why cant the world be kind and unselfish?
Everything now is about money.
WTF, its just a fcuking piece of paper.
Who made them? US -___-
We are fighting over things we made.
We created money so that we can fight amongst ourselves
And be corrupted by it.
Equals to us digging ourselves a grave.
And dragging others along.
Pitiful animals.
Is life more precious than money?
It seems so.
So who is the stupid one?
Our brains may be hundred times bigger than a monkey
But we cannot even make up this simple equation.
So what the fcuk is the point of having a bigger brain?
Intelligence + selfishness = Stupidity
Selfishness is the cause of everything.

THINK ABOUT IT

2007-04-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

recently seen an article about a panda which they want to him to have s-x with another female panda but he is not feeling it. haha So they let him watch "panda porn".

He is still not feeling it, they then play hip-hop music e.g. 50cent to get him into the mood hahahaha
Still nothing happened. i wonder if there is such a thing as a gay animal.in this case a gay panda. there is such a thing right? heard that aids was transmitted by gay chimps' is that right?..haha

2007-04-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

anyone need someone to msg to during sip because of boredom can msg me :) i also very bored also haha

attachment

2007-04-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

yah! tomorrow is FRIDAY! WEEKENDS!! AHHHHHHHH~~

waiting for this for four days since the start of attachment.haha my colleagues there treat me really well and the supervisor is kind and approachable.

Alright!enough of the good part already. the work is so darn' boring man! do so many pH, or moisture tests so many --c---g times, and the work nv seems to end.the food there sucks and isn't that edible too, that's the WORSE PART for me la

I am the ONLY guy there. -______________-
And you know what?, they told me they attached me there because there were no girls there. Hahahaa i remembered that day when TKB showed me the attachment slip filled in by my supervisor. Ticked there -- -- MALE ONLY

wth, anyway i'm getting used to lab work everyday la, just cant seem to get use to the food there. Damn F&N! poor welfare of workers la I want COMPLAIN!!!

Due to over-whelming response,
the richly talented designer of this blogg has launched another award-winning masterpiece of Art.Program used: PAINT :))

2007-04-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

hello! i don't have anything particular to blog these days.... cause life is a routine sometimes = doing things over n over again=eat,TV, nap, sleep~

damn sian and emo too these days, don't know why. Raging hormones? don't think so ba puberty should be over for me right?! hahahahahaha~
Rather sick of life. I guess that's life in Singapore, we are pampered homosapiens, everything is taken care of in Singapore. You throw litter on the floor, 5mins later a bangla cleaner will pick it up. You do something and someone will come clean your ass up for you. Ain't we pampered?

It's happy and sad to be living in Singapore.

Happy that we have food and water everywhere,everywhere is safe.
Sad that its just a pathetic piece of land with every artifical things you think of.
Enough of grumbing about my own country. hope i don't get sued for this entry Chaem!

I love you Singapore! :p See!even the font colour is for you!red white

Note: sorry to all who i have bad attitude towards before. if i show it to you again just tell me off ok!? noticing it

BEEP

2007-04-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

beep beep, beep beep beep
beep beep beep beep
BEEP BEEP!!

the authenic tai-ke poem cum rap cum song.

hahahaha
I'M VERY LAZY
I DONT WANNA BLOG
BOOHOOHOO
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

alls that,
for now.

history

2007-04-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

Some interesting history about me.
wanna share it with you guys~

I fell down from a basketball post while halfway up during primary 1
I chipped my front tooth while chasing a bird during sec 2
Pecked in the head by a crow while on way to school
I haven't passed chinese since primary 4, not even spelling
Common for me to be last in class, always top 3 from back
Love spiders and grasshoppers (creepy?)
i was 37KG in sec1, 1.53 m nia
55KG in sec 3, 1.78m(its a wonder what testosterone can do during puberty)

I was very playful during younger days, it may seem exaggerated but i actually tried climbing up the basketball post during pri 1. Result in bloody nose and blacklisted by teacher

And i chipped my tooth while trying to chase after a bird. i slipped, fell and chipped tooth. -____- and you know what? i looked that bloody bird in the eye and it seemed humoured and had the "serve you right" BIRD-face ..so angry. ok la its my fault

Damn! my attachment in Clementi, omfg but ok la working with F&N company. should be alright, quite excited and at the same time sian that its for 3mths. Hope i like the job ba but judging from my job history, a job hardly keeps me. Attachment got no time for gym liao..damn! then later i will have saggy man boobs with a fat ass. For your info: my ass grew much bigger as my weight went up. I guess i will only have weekends for gym. kway teow want?

stupid food safety

2007-04-02T00:58:00.000-07:00

wth. so ma fun one tis subject. 3hrs briefing, dying already can't seem to concentrate at all cause it's so damn' boring

history

2007-03-31T22:14:00.000-07:00

damn! i have given up on my sister blogging..she is darn' lazy, worse than me lor i tot i was extreme.hahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha

i hate patricia mok. she has a bad sense of humour. or do most Singaporeans have oppsss. i don't understand mediacorp, they hire crappy' Taiwanese and pay damn undeserving sums of $$ to do what we can do, and i guess after paying foreigners $$ they are left with none to broadcast new movies or do something about our programmes. just because they monopolise our TV, doesn't mean they don't have to improve. %$*&#%$#@#, i practically have no shows to watch during weekends(except jacky shows), and the shows in the morning during weekdays suck like %$#@.NO SHOWS! we have dramas but they are always the same old thing.. girl love boy, boy dont love girl, girl loses heart, then boy love girl, then girl no love him already.(you get what i mean?) WE have lousy variety shows too.MEDIACORP has no talent in looking for talent in people. Remember the guy on "yong bu yan bai""NEVER SAY DIE". the very funny guy that makes me laugh once he speaks, actually i laugh when he doesn't too.

WHY doesn't mediacorp include him in their boring stale variety shows?he is 100times better then mark lee or pat mok, haha i miss his funny expressions on his face

YEAH!~at least today got "The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" not bad show...

OMG i am getting tanner like my black sister. must rmb sunblock!if not become indian after NS

excited

2007-03-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

haha. happy that i can wear bling bling' on my ear liao. if you know what i mean. i had a good gym session today too.

character stories

2007-03-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

am i difficult to understand? if yes, i don't understand why. ok maybe i am..lol i am the sort of person who doesn't bother about you if i do not want or like you as a friend, or you can say "i choose my friends" and i know that's the problem with me as sometimes i appear unfriendly. but once i want you to be my friend, i will treasure that person well ,and sometimes too well that wrong assumptions are made by the opposite and i can do anything under the sun with that friend. i guess singapore is not the place to find such a friend, it may seem weird but this is just me. I don't really think there is anyone who understands me except my sister ba and maybe elppa. pathetic?
(are you touched, my "dear" sister?)hahaha

bloody fcuk, i miss one or two of my childhood friends we lost contact because we were too young never thought of contacting during that time, handphones have the weights of dumbells.my best part of my life was in primary school, i was so bloody' happy everyday but results was atrocious. you can say i am a late-boomer.:p excuses haha i remembered catching spiders and go spider-fighting during reccess. SO FUN!!!!!!!!! we even sold spiders pricing them from their fighting powress it is not childish,

i feel that singaporean kids have no proper childhood. the next time i have a child, i won't care about his results and let him have proper childhood which is,, PLAY EVERYDAY and everything. oh yes!, he will be smart, just like me haha you know why it is "him" because i want a boy! sexist:p i strongly disagree with singapore education system forcing kids to learn fcuking long theories at a young age, wtf give them a break man! i hate and despise parents who send their kids to learn what piano, violin or any shitty intruments just so that they can earn a living with it. haha it so happens that i dun like to play instruments hahahaha i still remember my first black PAGER. i was so proud of it man haha at that time. wonderful memories, omg i am getting emo here.

i still remember during primary school, after school i like to loiter around in my school cause my school had the size of four football fields!!!!!! and i always run around like no fcuking business
anyway, i went to my school's pond there will always be turtles there basking in the sun, suntaning, i creeped up to them and caught a few of them tied them in a plastic bag left them there and .................. guess what.............. i forgot about them.. holy SHIT! i feel so guilty until now...ai ya, forgive me la i was so young and innocent :p

how's my childhood? fun right!? as the older you grow the more miserable u get man...

TAG!!!!!

nothing

2007-03-26T19:34:00.000-07:00

i am rather fcuked up with guys(stranger) who stare at girls. they don't just stare and look away, they literally stare at your female friends until i feel like beating up someone. wtf, wats there to stare at man..as if they haven seen boobs before. damn, some of them are fat, disgusting-looking and gecko-faced. luckily i am the kind of person who controls anger real well but sometimes i choose to snap, i may look cool(as in relaxed) but i get angry easily that some say i am xiao qi.

i am petrified by ah pehs now, u know why? my xiao di di was recently stared at in the gents by an ah peh.not the first time. @#%$%& he also have why want look at my one. i feel so intruded. Ah peh have no respect for teenagers, they think they old we can't do anything to them. MOst cut your quene, push you when boarding public transport even when there are seats all over -___-, when you confront them they act deaf and innocent.

But i know not all of them are like that. But i am a simple person, gimme respect and i give you mine. You don't, i fcuking care you are on a wheel chair or not.

pics of haircut..

2007-03-24T10:00:00.000-07:00

nice? lol.tag

Maogelogy Theorem

2007-03-21T19:37:00.000-07:00

I don't know what inspired me to the weird post but anyway....

Maogelogy Theorem
100% work if not i pay for your liposuctions... notice to the s ?

Mao Ge tips to slimming down:

Eat small! meals 5-6 times because this will increase your metabolism = more energy will be burn, and less fat will be stored by your body
Never diet instead eat more fruits and vegetables, less carbo foods e.g. rice but do not totally restrict from it, important!!! eat lean meat! e.g. chicken breast Why not diet? vice-versa from point 1, lowers metabolism
Exercise frequently not long 2-4 times a week 1 -2 hours, and try not to exercise vigorously for fcuking long and stop exercising for donkey years. i know lots of you out there do that. don't cheat yourself~ :) don't strain yourself too 1hr?, take it easy man...there is always time for exercising patience, dedication, discipline = healthy
Do cardio and weight training is the best for a sexy body haha i know girls out there think that weights build muscles making you look like manly IT'S SO UNTRUE unless you start acting smart and carry e.g. 5?10?KG weights. Weights tone muscles e.g.flabby arms of yours :x while cardio burn fats, they work hand in hand! Then~~ you can look sexy!!!!
Discipline is important. abide to the tips faithfully and i can guarantee you with anything that you will see the difference in probably 2 months?

HOw are my tips? haha tag!
Next post will be on building muscles for the guys! stay tune!

haircut by ~

2007-03-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

omfg, i trusted my sister to cut my hair again today, for your
information this is the third time, i don't know how i trusted her to
cut my hair. as in i told one of my sis's friend about it on msn,

she exclaimed"you actually trust xiurong with a scissors!?

i was laughing and giggling to that statement! wth so funny lor i
don't know what reputation you have but it definitely sounds like
your actions are terribly feared by your friends....

Anyway, the haircut was alright except that you didnt thin the hair
enough. the reason why i don't go to salons and barbers because i
don't trust them. they don't give me what i want la, and my sister
is the closest i can get, maybe its our same sources of genes she
seems to know what i want or maybe close to
right?my wonderful sister

Its true man, i tell the person cutting my hair this, it always ends
up 70% different luckily it isn't 100% different lol i wonder what
will it look like haha

listening to "Greatest Love of All" CD now Celine Dion-my heart will go on
i know its unlike me to some people but i actually like oldies love songs but mostly females cause i like songs with high pitches e.g. mariah whitney houston and i can't sing them without having teary or watery eyes leh i very emo right haha don't know why also, since young already like tt
i don't actually have a rough idea how good/bad my voice is because everytime i start singing to others you know how they react?

They laugh. -_____-
wtf, so funny meh..haha
To kway Teow:Jia you!

Yeah

2007-03-14T21:35:00.001-07:00

quite satisfied with my results even though my fcuking GPA dropped further to 1.87. i have no hope to get to university even if i wanted. DAMN! is tp fault la set exam until so difficult for wat..i rather not have sup papers and have the exam easy. really regretted going into a course i gradually not like
-don't like the subjects don't like the teachers don't like the tp exam format....

Sian~ who the ---- said poly wwas simple i feel like killing someone now! its at least three times more difficult than sec school ...i miss my secondary school life la so slack and fun haha can dream during class more friends the teachers are more interesting and prettier ;) can sleep alot more too

ai ya, at least i improved-last sem ddddF tis sem cccdd lesser Ds' more C :o

my ear hole still haven heal la so anxious

Reasons why

2007-03-13T18:58:00.000-07:00

wth, stupid sister please start blogging!!!!! if not this blog will be full of my posts only la move your --- ass and start blogging man...ha

Warning: offensive content
Read on only if you open-minded

I know that i have broken your heart but my hurts too. It may seem like nothing has happened to me outside but you do not know how much my heart is aching inside. I guess that's how guys are, imagine a guy showing all his expressions what an ah g-- he will be :p I have been trying to find ways to salvage this relationship but nothing beats this decision.

We often contradict each other making me unhappy(i don't know why)

We don't share much in common

Asking you to do what i love to do together is like forcing you

I don't want you to change for me anymore

I don't wish to change, for it is not myself

I am tired

for anyone who reads this blog may feel that these problems rather petty, these are NOT! I can't
think of a relationship that requires any one party to change just for that partner...that is just a
temporary quickfix solution, to me, its an escape from reality..You may have heard of those
fantasy quotes from misleading dramas - you should accept someone you love for who she is or
if you love the person you should change for him/her-fcuk it Reality check: try living with that for 5 10 20 30 years and you may have to start dealing with a third party.

I admit that it was my fault to start it and made you suffer. how i wish i could share all the pain with you, as i hate to see you unhappy...

sorry to those i may have offended in this post, you may disagree with me now

All i can say is you are one of the bottom

an unmatured person, influenced by misleading friends,

unrealistic person, a partner with no pride or life principles your own or lastly, a flawless and

desired partner

SORRy again! :)

Tired but fun day

2007-03-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

Yawn~ Today went to gym in the morning with zhao han and chris. So many people sia, wtf dont know why so many people suddenly start exercising in Tp haha Have to go in the afternoon next time, hate it when so many people jostling for the dumbells and machines and the smelll~ Damn! like shit lor....
:p i know i also sweat but not as smelly as those those those sweating buffulos' my best description of them..
Anyway, after gym a call from seng guan asking me to play pool. and the best part was that he is picking us up..YEAH! can sit his car exciting sia haha Weijie joined us too. Went to marine parade for pool and the same mistake for me always too inconsistent..lost to sengguan countless of times wth..Then went parkway walk abit then sengguan send us to convenient spots to go home. Seng guan so kind sia send me to eastpoint...no whether so many ----- ---------- -- --- (guess)

and the new skin of the blog was helped put up by Great Sharon of Tampines...cool rite ~

Life is complicated

2007-03-09T22:09:00.000-08:00

Ever since my teenage life started, i started thinking what the FCUK is life all about... What is the purpose of living? What are we here for? Is life only about studying eating shitting getting old then dying? And what makes us what we are today?why is everone born differently? Why are some people born short-changed? And why must we f***king study to just live decently in this world? three meals to eat~not that i hate studying. or do i?lol i am sure u do to! aaaaa don't lie~ :)

Do you people think the same way i do? Or do i think too much..let me know if the problem is with me, i am going psycho-thinking about life better seek help before i really go "ku ku"..... Wth am i too emotional?..

Some things i HATE about life:

why are humans selfish by nature

why can't we all just be satisfied with what we have achieved..why do we always want more?
why do i need to study haha
why do we have to die

Let me know if you feel the same way..
so that i know i am not the only one :)